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A burning heart.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011 @ 10:13 PM
From a human to a mannequin. That's what life will do to you. Life will numb your heart till you can't think, feel or help yourself. I try to forget all my problems but I keep getting reminders and I came to my senses and thought "I can't run away." Life wants me to feel the pain. I've turned numb to everything. I don't know what to do to help my friends. Whenever a question is asked to me, my mind's blank. And honestly, I still can't feel the presence of God. Or is it just that the fire isn't burning anymore? What am I supposed to do when I'm feeling like shit? I've tried smiling, it makes me wanna cry more. I've tried laughing, everyone thought I was mental. But what happened when I'm silent, all the questions starts coming in. Yes, I get annoyed. But heck it, people just wanna help, I can't blame them, right? I don't really give a shit whether people care for me or not. Because somehow, I can feel like it's plastic. I just wanna be left alone with no one bothering me. Not even a fly. I'm going to "sleep" now. kthxbaingdnite. Imaginary friend yaw!
Sunday, April 17, 2011 @ 12:48 PM
 Ahh, so just gonna have fun for a while before studying. Ice skated yesterday with awesome people!(: Had a lot of fun but I fell once.): That's how we learn right?(: So yup! After that I went to Changi Airport with Amos, Miyuki and Victoria to send Jie Shen off to London. I feel both sad and happy for him. He gets to go to London and live there but he has to leave Singapore!): Imaginary friend ftw(: LOL. The joke's getting old! /: ANYWAY, he'll be back in December so let's hope we can catch up! Mmhmm, gotta go study now.  dead.
Sunday, April 10, 2011 @ 7:24 PM
It’s true, I am afraid of dying. I am afraid of the world moving forward without me, of my absence going unnoticed, or worse, being some natural force propelling life on. Is it selfish? Am I such a bad person for dreaming of a world that ends when I do? I don’t mean the world ending with respect to me, but every set of eyes closing with mine. spliff then?
Sunday, February 13, 2011 @ 5:37 PM
 Some people think they're facing the toughest times when they can't stop thinking about their love and shit like that. Well, screw you. I'm facing something more important than that. About my life. I'm not in depression, or am I gonna commit suicide. It's just hard to explain now. So I'm just gonna say it on a short form. BS. It's not bullshit. Guess. So yeah. Sliding down away from my faith slide. I have to admit, I've thought about smoking. But I told myself, I'm not gonna screw up my life like that. I'll just say I'm believing in nothing for now.. So, all my expectations that I have for this year, I'm gonna put them aside for a while. Every Saturday night, I ask myself "To go or not to go?" It's a weird feeling for me. I also ask "What am I supposed to say to my mum?" It worries me too much that I'm actually like this. Honestly, I'm still thinking whether I really wanna be like this or not. In conclusion...nothing. I really have no idea what I'm doing now. That's all I guess, so what's up? YO BITCHES.
Saturday, February 12, 2011 @ 2:49 PM
 WOAH. Okay so, school was shit. Even though I had my laughs in class, overall, it's shit. My lack of concentration on my studies is getting in the way. But, whatever. For now. I kinda miss the cold air and the awesome scenery in Baguio, Philippines. Yeah, I went there during the CNY holidays. I also went to Tagaytay and Manila. Ohmygosh, Manila has traffic jams very often! They have ERPs too!(They call it skyway, cause it's above the traffic) HAHA, Their ERPs are not compulsory for all drivers there. So yeah, it's quite complicated. I have the photos but.. I'm too lazy to upload it here(: It will be up soon though! OMG, I saw this link and it's damn funny! Learn Chinese in 5 minutes! (say it out loud ;D ) 1. Thats not right (Sum Ting Wong) 2. See me ASAP (Kum Hia Nao) 3. Small horse (Tai Ni Po Ni) 4. You need a facelift (Chin tu fat) 5. I thought you were on a diet (Wai Yu Mun Ching) 6. He's cleaning the car (Wa Shing Ka) 7. Your body odour is offensive (Yu Stin Ki Pu) 8. This is a tow away zone (No Pah King) 9. Great! (Fa Kin Su Pah) Okay so, I'm gonna try to update more often yeah? PEACE! bitch please.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011 @ 9:33 PM
IDGAF. no one ever walks this talk. ESPECIALLY this talk. stoned as i am. don't get worried when i don't respond to you. i'm just thinking about stuff and can't multi task so much anymore. ): I was born to...
Sunday, January 30, 2011 @ 7:00 PM
 "I was born to catch dragons in their dens / And pick flowers / To tell tales and laugh away the morning / To drift and dream like a lazy stream / And walk barefoot across sunshine days." Additional math traumatized me. I swear, my teacher will never stop demoralizing me. Eh, gonna do my best, baby! |