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i need to tell you
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 6:25 PM
sighh. a bad day for me. couldn't concentrate on school nowadays. :/ and EXAMS. how could i forget. pffft. ah, forget it. maybe i don't need to worry, since i only failed my chinese for CA. not bragging here, people. but seriously, i failed only one subject... i think. shocking. 110% Commitment. a BIG word for me. :o i can never make a commitment. yes, shocking... NOT. i just can't do it anymore. seriously. it's eating the inside of me. i can't hold it inside. i need to let it off. Thanks,Esther for giving me "advice". I really needed one. it made me think real hard for a while. i didn't know what to do. i'm kinda soft-hearted to some people. that's one thing i REALLY hate about myself. i wish i wasn't that kind of person. so that i won't be scared. MJ tells me not to do it. but i want to. yet i dare not. this is another thing i hate about myself. FEAR. ugh. What is wrong with me?? that's what i keep telling myself. it's all so wrong. i still need to find what are my flaws(? ..i dunno) it's really hard. i wish that i would find them faster. sometimes i don't understand people, even myself... i don't know why i said that but i feel that way. random? haha, yeah right. i guess i need to talk to someone. i need to talk wif someone badly. D: i really can't go on like this. the problem must go away... so that i can live on happily.... P.S. i might be getting emo nowadays. so please don't mind. Labels: do i know anything about myself? |