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Losing hope.
Saturday, March 20, 2010 @ 4:58 PM

I hate looking at myself and realizing that i don't like what i see. I hate looking back at things I did and wondering why i was like that. Every day there's something wrong. Just one trivial thing that can make me unhappy for just a moment. It's like it's not even possible to have a day without one bad feeling.
Had a talk with Brother Marcus yesterday. Yet i still don’t feel any better. In fact, i’m feeling worse. I’m feeling very dry lately. Feeling that things will get worse. I’ve been trying to find someone to talk to. But it never happens.
I have to admit, i’m getting jealous of Ming Jun. Because he has grown in God very fast, faster than me. It took me almost two years to build my relationship with God. Well, it’s because i used to think i didn’t need God. Sometimes, i still do think that way.And i know it may sound shocking but it’s true. I do feel disappointed in myself. And i seriously don’t know what to do right now..

Well, it looks like i'm crying right now. -.-