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A burning heart.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011 @ 10:13 PM

From a human to a mannequin. That's what life will do to you. Life will numb your heart till you can't think, feel or help yourself. I try to forget all my problems but I keep getting reminders and I came to my senses and thought "I can't run away." Life wants me to feel the pain. I've turned numb to everything. I don't know what to do to help my friends. Whenever a question is asked to me, my mind's blank. And honestly, I still can't feel the presence of God. Or is it just that the fire isn't burning anymore? What am I supposed to do when I'm feeling like shit? I've tried smiling, it makes me wanna cry more. I've tried laughing, everyone thought I was mental. But what happened when I'm silent, all the questions starts coming in. Yes, I get annoyed. But heck it, people just wanna help, I can't blame them, right?

I don't really give a shit whether people care for me or not. Because somehow, I can feel like it's plastic. I just wanna be left alone with no one bothering me. Not even a fly.

I'm going to "sleep" now.

kthxbaingdnite.